Venting Feeling more alone than ever.

[Gstreater]

I visited family today and seeing everyone around my age in meaningful relationships, some with kids and others just together. It makes me feel more alone than ever. It makes me dwell on my failures and how truly alone I am.

 

[KillingPain267]

You are not alone. Besides, over 50% of those relationships end anyway.

 

[leloyon]

I feel the same way a lot of the time. I feel like I've been left behind. My family, people I used to be friends with, everyone else just seems like they've gotten so ahead in life and the worst part about it is that I know they really haven't. It's not that they're ahead, it's that I'm behind. They're living normal lives for people of their age. Their life has simply progressed how it's supposed to. I'm the one who fell behind, who has stopped and stagnated.

 

[escape_from_hell]

The insinuation of the world is good people have love and good partners and evil scum are alone like they deserve.
It sucks being evil scum. But the universe/hell is telling me it HAD to happen to some people, I am just a disposable shit soul here for torture and to be harvested by superior entities.
Some warning signs are things like not enjoying pop music. Could you imagine if everywhere you went the music sounded like the best symphony while taking MDMA or something. Because all the public venue music are YOUR JAMS. Being a legit neurotypical. Is the automatic universal hug, being the essence of humanity.