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death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
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There ain't any words to describe how I feel about this life. I've tried my best but something inside me wants me to break down and ruin my life. I have absolutely no control whatsoever, what is it that wants me to fail so miserably?
 
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Antigonish

Mage
Sep 19, 2020
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Trust me. I understand.
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

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Nov 17, 2020
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Sorry to hear that life has you feeling so out of control. HUGS.

I can appreciate how hard it is for you to understand how you feel about your life.. My life feels out of my control as well.
 
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TooMuchToBear

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Jan 3, 2021
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I can relate so much.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
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No one is really in control of their lives. Life by default is 100% chaos, orderly environment and personal discipline can reduce that chaos down to 99% but that's about it. There's nothing else you can do. It's rather demotivating when the best conditions and your maximum effort only feel like they make a 1% difference.
 
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Red

Warlock
Apr 10, 2019
744
It's awful when you can't stop your own hands from constantly hovering over that self-destruct button!!
Sometimes I think that we do it to ourselves just to know who to blame from time to time lol
 
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