Venting Feeling like an empty vessel

[Schweppes]

Every day I wake up it's like I'm on a loop - I wake up,eat, go to bed. My life has no meaning whatsoever. It's like I'm just a vessel drifting through time.

I really want to CTB but I dont have access to the reliable methods. I just want this robotic-like life to end.

 

[PrettyMoose]

I can relate for sure. Everyday is the same, with the only real difference being my body degrading slightly more with time. I follow the same routine daily which just consists of fulfilling basic survival needs and then locking myself away in my tiny cave for as long as possible until I have to do survival things again. I'm tired of the maintenance involved with this life that I don't even want.

 

[Walilamdzi]

I echo both of your sentiments..