Feeling crushed under the weight of life.

[Seafoam]

I'm working and in school but to what end? I don't feel like I can keep up. Everything is moving so fast. I've been trying so hard but it never feels like enough. I keep trying to dig myself out of this hole but I keep coming back to wanting to CTB. It's not like things are magically going to get better and I don't think I have it in me to keep fighting. I'm so tired...

 

[Makko]

You're working and in school because it may in the long run put you in a position where you have some power of self-determination. Suicide is an avenue of retreat when it's over, and it's not over until it actually is over.

 

[Volo vent]

And it only gets worse my friend

 

[TheYounger]

Same here. Sometimes I feel like my struggle is so pointless to have to go through and that's usually when the thoughts of suicide pop in my head. It sucks really. But I keep going not sure for how long though.

 

[Seafoam]

You're working and in school because it may in the long run put you in a position where you have some power of self-determination. Suicide is an avenue of retreat when it's over, and it's not over until it actually is over.

True, I hope it pays off. But boy is it taking everything

You're working and in school because it may in the long run put you in a position where you have some power of self-determination. Suicide is an avenue of retreat when it's over, and it's not over until it actually is over.

True, I hope it pays off. But boy is it taking everything.

And it only gets worse my friend

I hope not but it's looking bleak.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life certainly is very tiring. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are struggling. I wish you well.