Since i've been in this world i couldn't succeed in anything.Even if my parents were trying to persuade me that i'm capable of doing things i know that they were lying.They just love me and want me to feel good for myself.I want to die but i'm afraid that i may not succeed and i become physically injured .It's very difficult to live for others.I wish i could find a way to die once and for all
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My Great Guilt
- Apr 25, 2026
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I feel the same way, I've never been able to get anything done. Not that I'd necessarily fail if I'd try but I'm too much of a lazy bum to even try in the first place. I'll never be able to become anyone.
This laziness is the only reason I'm still alive. If I wasn't born such an awful no life, I would've started going through with my ctb plan.Similar threads
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