feeling broken

[finish.me]

rewatched twin peaks and fire walk with me earlier today and lauras whole character made me feel like dying. i feel like i put out a persona to everyone in my life and no one knows me. i have secrets just like her. i feel like i'm evil. i'm disgusting. i'm pathetic. my life is trash. i also kind of feel like BOB too. just..evil in its purest form, without cause. i have no excuse to be as fucked up as i am. and i think that's what evil is, apathy,tragedy, violence etc without reason. i'm so horrible. i have no angels looking out for me

 

[Midgardsorm]

I never watched any of these shows. But it seems you're being too hard on yourself. We are already suffering enough, let's not make enemies with the mirror too.
Believe, I know how difficult it is. But take it easy, okay?

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you are suffering a lot, I'm sorry you are going through this. Our own thoughts can torture us. I wish you well.