Feeling boxed in . But i can find liberation any moment.

[Rational man]

Its been bad this Week with physical pain, guilt and emotional vulnerable.

And yet I could have avoided this stinking mess but for misdiagnosis by numerous medical departments.

Theres NOTHING i can do.to reverse the process but I have control and dignity still intact. CTB feels absolutely right for me. A fitting conclusion to a bizarre life. A local man aged 70 + was very ill in hospital and he soiled himself. Nurses laughed at him. I couldn't go through this, dying. We treat animals in the gutter with better respect.

 

[FuneralCry]

It is cruel how people are denied a peaceful exit and they have to die a slow painful death. It is true that animals are treated better. I'm sorry you have to go through all this suffering. I hope you find the peace you are looking for. I understand it is hard to carry on when everything is hopeless.

 

[Sherri]

I'm sorry for your pain, hope you can find the strenght to carry on, I also spent crazy amounts of money on dozens of doctors and several suicide attempts, guess what a public state doctor made my pain and depression a little better. Maybe give another go at one. About those nurses, karma will take care of them. That's why I wanna be cremated, I know what they also do in some funeral homes.