Nothing has ever gone right. I've had a good life, not great, amazing; but i've lived okay. I've always been last in class or anything i've done but never that bad.
I feel like ive at the ends of my ropes, making min wage, inflation and everything going up. I dont think i can afford my house or anything if things keep rising.
I sleep most of the time, nothing seems to ever get better so i guess i mask it with sleep. i want to do better but its seems like it wont.
My only escape was my sex life but even that is a dumpster fire. I'm a bottom, my partner is a bottom. Ive tried to talk and use toys with them but it always ends with me topping and disappointed. ive avoided sex for a while and it makes everything worse. i ask them to try to be more assertive with toys but they get mad and things just gets worse.
i think want to shoot myself. maybe just have a orgy and then shoot myself. I have a 9mm but i want to be sure, im gonna get a shot gun. cant miss with that.
I feel like ive at the ends of my ropes, making min wage, inflation and everything going up. I dont think i can afford my house or anything if things keep rising.
I sleep most of the time, nothing seems to ever get better so i guess i mask it with sleep. i want to do better but its seems like it wont.
My only escape was my sex life but even that is a dumpster fire. I'm a bottom, my partner is a bottom. Ive tried to talk and use toys with them but it always ends with me topping and disappointed. ive avoided sex for a while and it makes everything worse. i ask them to try to be more assertive with toys but they get mad and things just gets worse.
i think want to shoot myself. maybe just have a orgy and then shoot myself. I have a 9mm but i want to be sure, im gonna get a shot gun. cant miss with that.
