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Nicebuddimtim

Nicebuddimtim

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Jun 28, 2020
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I think I'm just about done with life. They say life is what you make it but I've tried so hard to make it enjoyable but it's just gotten worse. I think I'll have hanged myself by the start of next year, at least I hope so but I'm a coward. I'm exhausted just trying to keep myself together, I've often said I wish I was locked up life would be a lot easier.
 
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tidalwxves

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Sep 8, 2020
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I think I'm just about done with life. They say life is what you make it but I've tried so hard to make it enjoyable but it's just gotten worse. I think I'll have hanged myself by the start of next year, at least I hope so but I'm a coward. I'm exhausted just trying to keep myself together, I've often said I wish I was locked up life would be a lot easier.
If you are tired then what are your options for rest, what can you do that used to bring you joy? It can be anything, watching a favorite movie, baking, anything. Maybe being gentle with yourself will bring out a love for life in general, and if not well at least you spent time doing things you loved
 
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Nicebuddimtim

Ghost
Jun 28, 2020
109
If you are tired then what are your options for rest, what can you do that used to bring you joy? It can be anything, watching a favorite movie, baking, anything. Maybe being gentle with yourself will bring out a love for life in general, and if not well at least you spent time doing things you loved
I've found recently that even the things I used to enjoy for example video games playing guitar going out for walks I just don't enjoy anymore they seem menial and a waste of time. I think I've potentially been too gentle with myself which is why I'm where I'm at, I went to the doctor's to try to get some help but I can pretty much guarantee that's not going to help. I just want someone to convince me it's worth it cause it's only me doing that and I'm tired of it.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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Feel you, I'm tired too mate
 
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