I once tried about 1 gram of sodium nitrite.
Fell asleep because I couldn't eat the rest.
About an hour later, I felt like I had problems breathing. Like no matter how hard I took a breath in, I couldn't get enough air. Heart started beating strangely.
It made me panic a bit because if it was any more intense, I'd essentially be suffocating to death. And it's not a pleasant feeling.
I felt weak too. Extraordinarily weak.
I can't imagine taking 25 grams. If it's not quick....if I'm basically suffocating for 5 to 10 minutes and gasping for air until darkness envelops me, that's not gonna be a pleasant way to go.
The ideal would be to drink a swig. Maybe feel a bit sweaty and clammy. Anxious. Throw up a little bit (everybody almost always throws up a little), then pass out with a momentary feeling of horror and weakness. Then bliss and rest.
Not, "Oh my god I'm suffocating, I can't breathe...mom...dad...please God, no...I'm fading...I'm fading..."
Fell asleep because I couldn't eat the rest.
About an hour later, I felt like I had problems breathing. Like no matter how hard I took a breath in, I couldn't get enough air. Heart started beating strangely.
It made me panic a bit because if it was any more intense, I'd essentially be suffocating to death. And it's not a pleasant feeling.
I felt weak too. Extraordinarily weak.
I can't imagine taking 25 grams. If it's not quick....if I'm basically suffocating for 5 to 10 minutes and gasping for air until darkness envelops me, that's not gonna be a pleasant way to go.
The ideal would be to drink a swig. Maybe feel a bit sweaty and clammy. Anxious. Throw up a little bit (everybody almost always throws up a little), then pass out with a momentary feeling of horror and weakness. Then bliss and rest.
Not, "Oh my god I'm suffocating, I can't breathe...mom...dad...please God, no...I'm fading...I'm fading..."
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