I'm Brazilian, I'm 23 years old and I'm worried... It seems that whoever really cares about me will be shaken (and it couldn't be different) ... I won't have the courage to write a note and maybe it's outside the house (with SN really, but in a public place where I must be alone long enough for the poison to kill).
It turns out that I don't have much perspective... this year was pure grief, bipolar disorder has no cure (and although my family is already fragile, at least now they would receive support from other people... people are more sympathetic to the fact that we are victims of covid). It's now or now, I don't think after the dust settles it's "opportune" to do that...
It may sound selfish, but all I want at the moment is a hug and listening to nice words... Just knowing that tomorrow (if I find the product) I'll be in a public park and it should be my last time seeing those strangers walking and seeing the natural view... I'm still a little scared, but I've already come to the conclusion that there's no other way :(
It turns out that I don't have much perspective... this year was pure grief, bipolar disorder has no cure (and although my family is already fragile, at least now they would receive support from other people... people are more sympathetic to the fact that we are victims of covid). It's now or now, I don't think after the dust settles it's "opportune" to do that...
It may sound selfish, but all I want at the moment is a hug and listening to nice words... Just knowing that tomorrow (if I find the product) I'll be in a public park and it should be my last time seeing those strangers walking and seeing the natural view... I'm still a little scared, but I've already come to the conclusion that there's no other way :(
