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thedaywillcome

thedaywillcome

I will leave soon
Apr 2, 2022
358
Fear of death bigger problem than survival instinct. At least for me. For you?
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Im feeling the heat as time tick tock tick tock coming nearer and nearer. Its like the final examination i have to take.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
I am not so fearful anymore. I know that death is better than this low quality existence of tears and misery. That's why catching the bus is like getting on a bus and you are not sure about the destination. It's not the getting there, but the journey itself, that matters the most.
 
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MegaGordo

I stepped on the scale; it said "one at a time"
Apr 6, 2022
68
I am not so fearful anymore. I know that death is better than this low quality existence of tears and misery. That's why catching the bus is like getting on a bus and you are not sure about the destination. It's not the getting there, but the journey itself, that matters the most.
Agreed. Climate crisis. worst drought in 1,200 years, fires turning everyplace and everything into charcoal briquettes; Russian berserkers raping and torturing and massacring; N. Korea threatening to use nukes; street crime and thug culture...just meditate on these and see if your fear of death is as strong as it was prior to such an exercise. I'm scared to LIVE, not die.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Why should we fear of dying. Its the other way round unless u are mark cuban or anything.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,613
I do not fear death at all, death is true peace and an end to all suffering. Nothing can hurt me when I am dead. There is no point to fearing death as it is inevitable for us all. Death makes life seem so pointless and temporary. The thing that I fear is life in general as there is no limit as to how bad things can get and the ctb method failing. The fear of failure is the main thing holding me back from ctb, all that I want is to peacefully pass away.
 
Hercules

Hercules

Arcanist
Jan 31, 2021
408
Yes. I think what is stopping me is more the fear of the dying process and fear of death and the unknown that the SI itself. If I could overcome this fear, I think I could overcome my SI.
 
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YourNeighbor

Arcanist
Jul 22, 2021
423
Po-tay-to, po-tah-to. People here use "SI" to avoid admitting they fear death. It's the same thing, an innate fear of death. There's nothing wrong with it.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
904
I'm afraid of the uncertain but I have a belief that there's nothing (as before birth)
 
Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I don't care for both. I don't know what is worse. I am alive due to guilt of leaving my special needs dog behind.
 

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