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akrasia

akrasia

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Feb 11, 2020
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I actually never plan to make a goodbye thread but I couldn't leave without saying goodbye. I'm always not the best with my words so, i'll make this somewhat short.
I've thought about this long and hard and I believe that I'm ready. I'm ready to escape my pain and suffering. My method would be SN and I'm going to take it an hour from now.
I've met so many amazing people here. I know that I barely talk to anyone but I appreciate everyone of you. Each one of you matter. Be kind to yourself.
I would like to thank the mods for keeping this site up float everyday. Your hard work goes unnoticed sometimes. I don't know what I'll do without this site, thank you.

I wish everyone well. Whether you choose to stay or catch the bus.
Until we meet again.
- akrasia ❤
 
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moonbyul

moonbyul

soon
Apr 28, 2020
34
Akrasia! We've never talked but I've come across some of your posts as we frequent similar threads and I didn't think you'd be ctbing so soon. You seem like such a genuine, kind, and caring person. I just want you to know that your presence will be missed and I hope all goes well for you tonight. Sending so much love and hugs xxx
 
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akrasia

akrasia

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Feb 11, 2020
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My body is physically shaking and I haven't made the drink yet. I can't believe this is happening.
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
753
Are you scared? Please think carefully. I'm not trying to be pro-life but if theres doubt please reconsider before its too late Hugs <3
 
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akrasia

akrasia

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Feb 11, 2020
153
Update, made the drink.
Are you scared? Please think carefully. I'm not trying to be pro-life but if theres doubt please reconsider before its too late Hugs <3
Thank you. But I have made up my mind. I'm overall really calm now, a bit anxious. Also, I feel like peeing every minute (I always feel the need to pee whenever I'm super anxious). But I'm at peace with my choice.
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
753
Update, made the drink.

Thank you. But I have made up my mind. I'm overall really calm now, a bit anxious. Also, I feel peeing every minute (I always feel the need to pee whenever I'm super anxious). But I'm at peace with my choice.
Oh god. It makes me so sad to see you go and I dont even know you. It hurts. Hope we can meet soon when mine arrives.. :heart:
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,314
It's always a sad thing to see a member leave us, but it's also comforting to know that they will be at peace after they are gone. I hope your passing is a peaceful one and I am glad that you are at peace with the decision you have made.
 
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akrasia

akrasia

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Feb 11, 2020
153
fuck i'm really tired. i barely slept last night, maybe i should do this in the afternoon
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Best wishes to you, sorry to see this. I hope you find peace if you decide to go through with this.
 
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Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
467
If there is any doubt wait...when it is time you will know and be calm
 
akrasia

akrasia

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Feb 11, 2020
153
just took the drink. fuck it was really salty
eating chocolate help a bit
Thank you for all your kind words. I wish you guys the best in life. It's my time to go now, I'm going to ban my account.
Thank you
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
753
Peace. love you :heart: and last Goodbye. I really wish there was some kind of heaven in which youll wake up :heart:
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
just took the drink. fuck it was really salty
eating chocolate help a bit
Thank you for all your kind words. I wish you guys the best in life. It's my time to go now, I'm going to ban my account.
Thank you

Heaven awaits your kind soul.
You are loved by each single one of us.
We wish you peace for eternity.
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,128
see you on the other side. may peace be with you
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,451
Oh sweetie... My little candle burns for you....
 
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My_name_is_Luka

Specialist
Apr 28, 2020
338
I'm sorry that life made you take this painful choice. I wish that everything could have been easier for you, but I don't want to bring back old feelings that you might have already silenced.
 
Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
783
love you. take it easy.
 
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WinterFaust

WinterFaust

Shimmer
Apr 13, 2020
412
I'm sorry that life brought you to this point, you seemed very kind. I wish I could have gotten to know you before you went but I hope you've found the peace you're looking for. Rest well :heart:
 
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Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
467
Peaceful heart and calm journey friend...sending love to you
 
Erase.myself

Erase.myself

My body is a prison
Jan 4, 2020
198
I hope you have found the peace you've been looking for ♥
 
Loner

Loner

Member
Jun 16, 2019
84
Sending you lots of love and hugs... :heart: :heart: :hug::hug: Wishing you peace.
 
_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,170
im posting late but i hope you had an easy transition, i hope you are at a better place now:( sending love to you WE WILL MISS YOUU:(:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
Sorry to see you go, we never spoke but it's always a loss when someone goes. I hope it was quick and as painless as possible, please be at peace now :heart:
 
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plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
226
RIP ❤️
 
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