Help Failed at night night, looking for a more reliable method

[LoveKills]

Hi,

I'm a 30 years old male from western EU, unemployed since 1 year...

My pain is so big since several months when this manipulative and instable woman broke my heart for shitty reasons, aborted without consulting me and no longer care of me at all, no matter what i say...
She broke my dream and i had to return to my parents flat...

To forget, I tried sports -> no success

I tried antidepressant without success (Seroplex/Lexapro, Prozac and then Effexor XR) -> no success
My pain and suicide ideas are still here so i stopped taking that Effexor XR shit.

Yesterday i tried the night night method with a bathrobe belt and a big pen.
I think i put it well, just under the chin and above adam apple...

Breathing was still possible but i began to feel nausea and i ended up vomiting

Please, i need your help

Is there another suitable painless method, i can't wait to buy and receive N and can't easily buy a gun in my country

Thanks for your help

 

[bigj75]

That's not the night night method. I think you gotta have the same equipment for it and that's not it. But i hope you find a better method.

 

[Johnnythefox]

There are many methods to be found on here if you search for them, I am thinking of the caffeine powder one at the moment.

 

[LoveKills]

There are many methods to be found on here if you search for them, I am thinking of the caffeine powder one at the moment.

Caffeine overdose seems painful

 

[Johnnythefox]

Caffeine overdose seems painful

I think the majority of methods are painful.

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

carbon monooxide poisoning via charcoal

 

[LoveKills]

carbon monooxide poisoning via charcoal

I can't do that since i live in my parents flat

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

I can't do that since i live in my parents flat

easy

buy a tent

or use a car

or rent a shack/house