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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
For what seems the millionth time I failed. Feel more determined than ever. Already aquired stuff for my next attempt. I had hope for a brief moment but finally crushed today. Sorry people seems Im a failure once again but not deterred.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
For what seems the millionth time I failed. Feel more determined than ever. Already aquired stuff for my next attempt. I had hope for a brief moment but finally crushed today. Sorry people seems Im a failure once again but not deterred.
What method are you trying? If it was partial, based on posts here this is the method most often failed at- several people have failed from 15 to 25 times here using this method.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,572
I can imagine that it must be so horrible to fail an attempt. I'm sorry that you have been through this so many times. I wish that suicide is easier. The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from attempting personally. It is so cruel and unfair how suicide is so difficult, I believe that we should be able to exit peacefully when the time is right for us. No one should ever have to worry about failing an attempt. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do. I hope that you find what you are looking for.
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
What method are you trying? If it was partial, based on posts here this is the method most often failed at- several people have failed from 15 to 25 times here using this method.
No. Cant seem somewhere private enough.
 
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takemenowpls

Experienced
Aug 19, 2022
237
I too recently failed in an attempt. Truth is I still want to die very much. But I don't thinks it's my time yet. Not sure how else I can explain it. Perhaps it's just not your time yet either?
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
For what seems the millionth time I failed. Feel more determined than ever. Already aquired stuff for my next attempt. I had hope for a brief moment but finally crushed today. Sorry people seems Im a failure once again but not deterred.
In the U.S. only 1 in 23 attempts to ctb works, and sadly some of these failed attempts result in significant health damage to a person, and some others lead to involuntary hospitalizations. So that if as person does want to find peace by ctb then carefully planning an attempt using a method that is known to work a high percentage of the time is the best way to do this. Avoiding methods that leave serious damage if they fail seems to make sense to me. Researching methods on this site can help people to narrow down what may work best for them. If people see hope for recovery then there is a section for recovery as well that may help.
 
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