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Dr.FrostiePhD

Dr.FrostiePhD

Abandon all hope, ye who enter here
Feb 25, 2019
4
I woke up this morning and in my mind everything came together. I have no more reasons for staying in this world. All of my friends no longer talk to me and throughout my life both my mother and father have abandoned me. I work a dead end job working to exhaustion for pay not worth the time i put in. I have no ambitions or dreams. Sex brings no enjoyment to me and the things that once were fun to me have lost their excitement. I have come to a point where I am know just a simple animal eating, sleeping, and waking to the same world everyday. Its misery and agony and I despise every second of this miserable, non-purposeful existence. I have already begun drawing out my plans for my cbt, and as of now I dont know what date it will be or how but I now it will be soon. I just dont see any reason to this world anymore. It's become a blank and stale existence leading to one absolute fate. I hope that you guys will support me to the end and that one day soon I can find the peace and happiness I have always longed for.
 
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Roberto

Wizard
Jan 19, 2019
684
I felt and understand what you say. I don't work currently but for the other part I understand.
Have you tried to go to a psychologist? What did he tell about you?
 
TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
430
I can relate with the apathy.
 
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