Extreme distress after socializing

[Taki]

A few times in the past week, and increasingly overall, I get super depressed and feel physically sick after interacting with people for more than a few minutes. This is mostly outside of work but even some longer work interactions really bother me. Of course it reminds me why I just need to kill myself, especially if the other person is talking about his or her life. Does anyone else experience this? I find it takes me at least two days to recover and I generally end up drinking more. My sleep gets even worse too and I feel pain everywhere.
I'm mentioning this because I just wrapped up a one-hour meeting with a colleague who's also sort of a friend. He was talking a bit about his own life and I just feel like jumping in front of a train now.

 

[Life_and_Death]

to a lesser extent. ive always had anxiety but lately its been doing worse so i just get my husband to do the interacting for me.

 

[_Minsk]

yeah im also dealing with this, i wish i could just live on a far away from everything island. its hard to function with it and its also contributing to my isolation, i feel completely alone with it since no one can relate.. its perfect hell.

 

[Taki]

I could deal with it better if everything was more formal or shallow. It's when talk turns to personal things that I feel sick.