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wondering&wandering

wondering&wandering

Too often I think about the nature of thinking...
Jan 12, 2024
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I made a profile post earlier using the English alphabet to express what first came to mind for each letter (admittedly, a couple took a minute). But I'm happy to see myself in something so simple. It was fun and helped me express myself, so I thought I'd share the concept.

Here is mine from my original post:

A stands for apathetic
B stands for bored
C stands for CTB
D stands for death
E stands for emotional
F stands for friendless
G stands for germaphobic
H stands for humility
I stands for isolated
J stands for jaded
K stands for knife
L stands for love
M stands for music
N stands for nothing
O stands for obstacles
P stands for purpose
Q stands for queer
R stands for religious
S stands for soul
T stands for tired
U stands for useless
V stands for vicious
W stands for writer
X stands for xylophone (lol)
Y stands for you
Z stands for ziggy

Thoughts? How about yours? :D
 
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A stands for angry
B stands for bastard
C stands for cancer
D stands for dander
E stands for elephant
F stands for faggots
G stands for greenland
H stands for hysterectomy
I stands for Ischemic
J stands for jacket
K stands for kindred
L stands for low
M stands for mountain
N stands for novascotia
O stands for oppemheimer
P stands for peek
Q stands for quintessence
R stands for rigorous
S stands for selective
T stands for trigger-some
U stands for ubermensch
V stands for veil
W stands for whiskey
X stands for xenophobe
Y stands for yurt
Z stands for zeitgeist
 
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Sep 30, 2024
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A stands for alarm
B stands for bread
C stands for coffee
D stands for delicious
E stands for everyone
F stands for fart
G stands for goldfish
H stands for hate
I stands for Iraq
J stands for jiggly
K stands for king
L stands for LOVE !
M stands for $MONEY
N stands for Nottingham
O stands for Oman
P stands for Pakistan
Q stands for Qatar
R stands for Russia
S stands for slut
T stands for transphobe
U stands for uvula
V stands for violated
W stands for wishing
X stands for xylophone (twinning)
Y stands for YOLO
Z stands for zebra
 
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Too often I think about the nature of thinking...
Jan 12, 2024
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A stands for angry
B stands for bastard
C stands for cancer
D stands for dander
E stands for elephant
F stands for faggots
G stands for greenland
H stands for hysterectomy
I stands for Ischemic
J stands for jacket
K stands for kindred
L stands for low
M stands for mountain
N stands for novascotia
O stands for oppemheimer
P stands for peek
Q stands for quintessence
R stands for rigorous
S stands for selective
T stands for trigger-some
U stands for ubermensch
V stands for veil
W stands for whiskey
X stands for xenophobe
Y stands for yurt
Z stands for zeitgeist
Nice list. Zeitgeist was the second word that came to mind for me.

If I may, why elephant and jacket? Just came to mind or something deeper?
 
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Nov 6, 2024
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Nice list. Zeitgeist was the second word that came to mind for me.

If I may, why elephant and jacket? Just came to mind or something deeper?
There's always something to remind us in the closet I guess
 
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wondering&wandering

Too often I think about the nature of thinking...
Jan 12, 2024
265
A stands for alarm
B stands for bread
C stands for coffee
D stands for delicious
E stands for everyone
F stands for fart
G stands for goldfish
H stands for hate
I stands for Iraq
J stands for jiggly
K stands for king
L stands for LOVE !
M stands for $MONEY
N stands for Nottingham
O stands for Oman
P stands for Pakistan
Q stands for Qatar
R stands for Russia
S stands for slut
T stands for transphobe
U stands for uvula
V stands for violated
W stands for wishing
X stands for xylophone (twinning)
Y stands for YOLO
Z stands for zebra
Nice! A lot of countries/places. If I may, is politics on your mind a lot or something?

And yes, xylophone. :)

Also, if you want one: 🫂
There's always something to remind us in the closet I guess
Hmm, interesting. Thanks for sharing.

Also, I almost forgot, here's a hug for you if you want one: 🫂
 
ebg

ebg

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134
Nice! A lot of countries/places. If I may, is politics on your mind a lot or something?

And yes, xylophone. :)

Also, if you want one: 🫂

Hmm, interesting. Thanks for sharing.

Also, I almost forgot, here's a hug for you if you want one: 🫂
Yes it actually has been lol, nice observation. I have been reading up these past few days on the situation in Sudan.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
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A is for Anxious Asian American
B is for Broken, Burntout, Bad
C is for Childish, Cowardly, Corrupt
D is for Drained, Depressed, Despair
E is for Envious Evil Everyday
F is for Fucked-up, Flaccid, Fated-to-die
G is for Greedy, Gluttonous, Gaslit
H is for Hyper Hungry/Horny
I is for Incompetent Inept Incel
J is for Judgmental Jaded Jerk
K is for Knows-Nothing, Keeps-Happening, Killing-myself
L is for Lame, Limerent Loser
M is for Malicious Mental Madness
N is for No Nut November
O is for Opposed Obscene Obstinate
P is for Pathetic Purposeless Platitudes
Q is for Quirky Questioning Quitter
R is for Really Really R-worded
S is for Stupid Suicidal Stinky
T is for Touch-starved Terrible Troglodyte
U is for Uhhhhhhhhhh Uniquely Ugly?
V is for Venting Verified Villain
W is for Wasteful Weird Whiny
X is for Twitter is still better
Y is for Yellow-bellied, Yearning, Yikes.
Z is for Zero-dates, Zero-relationships, Zero-chance-to-be-happy
 
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Too often I think about the nature of thinking...
Jan 12, 2024
265
Yes it actually has been lol, nice observation.
Oh, I was right! Thanks for the compliment. :D
I have been reading up these past few days on the situation in Sudan.
Interesting. I have to admit I wan't aware, even though it seems it's been going on for over a year (if I'm reading things right). It's so sad how civilians get caught up in these wars. It's not right. :/
A is for Anxious Asian American
B is for Broken, Burntout, Bad
C is for Childish, Cowardly, Corrupt
D is for Drained, Depressed, Despair
E is for Envious Evil Everyday
F is for Fucked-up, Flaccid, Fated-to-die
G is for Greedy, Gluttonous, Gaslit
H is for Hyper Hungry/Horny
I is for Incompetent Inept Incel
J is for Judgmental Jaded Jerk
K is for Knows-Nothing, Keeps-Happening, Killing-myself
L is for Lame, Limerent Loser
M is for Malicious Mental Madness
N is for No Nut November
O is for Opposed Obscene Obstinate
P is for Pathetic Purposeless Platitudes
Q is for Quirky Questioning Quitter
R is for Really Really R-worded
S is for Stupid Suicidal Stinky
T is for Touch-starved Terrible Troglodyte
U is for Uhhhhhhhhhh Uniquely Ugly?
V is for Venting Verified Villain
W is for Wasteful Weird Whiny
X is for Twitter is still better
Y is for Yellow-bellied, Yearning, Yikes.
Z is for Zero-dates, Zero-relationships, Zero-chance-to-be-happy
Hey there, I know you (or rather know of you). Thanks for your response (or rather responses :o).

I'm cheating by already knowing of you, but still, from this you seem very focused on yourself and hating yourself. I struggle with self-hate, but not even this much.

If I may, is there zero chance for you to be happy because happiness lies in a romantic relationship or is it something else?

Also, I approve of your x response.

@Dr Iron Arc, I almost forgot! Hug if you want. 🫂
 
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If I may, is there zero chance for you to be happy because happiness lies in a romantic relationship or is it something else?
It would help but I still feel like I don't deserve one anyway.
 
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A is for apple
B is for bapple
D is for dapple
E is for eapple
F is for fapple
G is for gapple
H is for happle
I is for iapple
J is for japple
K is for kapple
L is for lapple
M is for mapple
N is for napple
O is for oapple
P is for papple
Q is for qapple
R is for rapple
S is for sapple
T is for tapple
U is for uapple
V is for vapple
W is for wapple
X is for xapple
Y is for yapple
Z is for zoroastrianism
 
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It would help but I still feel like I don't deserve one anyway.
Hmm, I see.Tbh, I feel the same way, so I can't say you deserve one; however, I feel we all deserve to be understood. I believe I'd be happier if I was only understood and accepted despite my flaws. Almost got there, but I blew it up. Classic me.
 
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wondering&wandering

Too often I think about the nature of thinking...
Jan 12, 2024
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A is for apple
B is for bapple
D is for dapple
E is for eapple
F is for fapple
G is for gapple
H is for happle
I is for iapple
J is for japple
K is for kapple
L is for lapple
M is for mapple
N is for napple
O is for oapple
P is for papple
Q is for qapple
R is for rapple
S is for sapple
T is for tapple
U is for uapple
V is for vapple
W is for wapple
X is for xapple
Y is for yapple
Z is for zoroastrianism
Eapple is my favorite, lol.

I was looking into zoroastrianism; very interesting. If I may, what does it mean to you?

Also, a hug if you want one: 🫂 I'm feeling generous today, lol. :)
Yay! G is my favorite.

Also, a hug! 🫂
 
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Eapple is my favorite, lol.

I was looking into zoroastrianism; very interesting. If I may, what does it mean to you?

Also, a hug if you want one: 🫂 I'm feeling generous today, lol. :)
It means, I had to learn about zoroastrianism in school and that's it. It means nothing to me. My head is filled with pure nonsense at all times.
 
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A is for apple
B is for bapple
D is for dapple
E is for eapple
F is for fapple
G is for gapple
H is for happle
I is for iapple
J is for japple
K is for kapple
L is for lapple
M is for mapple
N is for napple
O is for oapple
P is for papple
Q is for qapple
R is for rapple
S is for sapple
T is for tapple
U is for uapple
V is for vapple
W is for wapple
X is for xapple
Y is for yapple
Z is for zoroastrianism
Wait, I just realized you forgot C for Capple 🤔

Hmm, I see.Tbh, I feel the same way, so I can't say you deserve one; however, I feel we all deserve to be understood. I believe I'd be happier if I was only understood and accepted despite my flaws. Almost got there, but I blew it up. Classic me.
I don't know if it's about acceptance for me. I think trying to deny the reality of things by pretending I'm not objectively a bad person is quite the opposite of acceptance. If anything, I've already accepted the truth and it's everyone else that needs to accept that I am not redeemable but that's just for me. I can't say how readily that applies to you.
 
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EvisceratedJester

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Wait, I just realized you forgot C for Capple 🤔
The letter "C" does not exist. It's a made-up letter that the satani world order wants you to believe in. It's all a part of their diabolial plans to take over the world.
 
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The letter "C" does not exist. It's a made-up letter that the satani world order wants you to believe in. It's all a part of their diabolial plans to take over the world.
Inredible
 
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i like this idea. here, have a glimpse into my dark, twisted mind:

asshead
blight
crotch
drums
elegy
fuck
grim
hatch
ingrim
jaded
kaboom
listen
meager
nudge
opera
phallus
queer
raid
sneak
trumpet
urine
valor
water
xenophon
ymca
zebra
 
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