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GirlInBlue

GirlInBlue

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May 13, 2020
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I haven't interacted too much on this site, but I'd appreciate any advice anyone can give me. I keep pushing back my CTB plans in order to accommodate the plans of those around me. However, I'm sick of doing this. The past few days have just been too stressful and I don't feel like it's worthwhile to stay for a few more.
That said, yesterday was my sisters birthday. Tomorrow, some family is coming to visit. I don't want to stay, I've already made my decision. But I think that they may interpret my choosing of this day as intentional, since it is so close to two big events. I want to add something into my note to adress this, and help explain to them in a way they will understand that my decision doesn't have anything to do with them. I know I've done so much already to try and cause as little greif as possible, but they don't. I want them to know. Any advice is appreciated I just want to make things easier on them.
 

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