Exit preparation: SN option

[dysthimia_king]

Hi all,
I just received my SN today and I don't know how I feel. Anyway, I plan on "traveling" in 3 days and working to get my things in order. I have removed clutter from my apartment and given away stuff that would be a hustle to distribute when I'm gone. I won't be saying goodbye to family as they aren't affectionate towards me and as for friends, a phonecall may betray my intentions.
I don't have any regrets and have come to the realization that I'm where I am today because it was meant to be. I'm not the kind to give nature ultimatums and asking for signs so as not to ctb. Infact, I feel like my exit will be beneficial to a lot of individuals but I won't be there to see the changes.
Anyone from 254, holla...

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that for me personally it would make me feel calm and relieved, having the option of a way to exit this world. I wish you the best in whatever happens and I hope you find what you are looking for.

 

[wljourney]

Hi all,
I just received my SN today and I don't know how I feel. Anyway, I plan on "traveling" in 3 days and working to get my things in order. I have removed clutter from my apartment and given away stuff that would be a hustle to distribute when I'm gone. I won't be saying goodbye to family as they aren't affectionate towards me and as for friends, a phonecall may betray my intentions.
I don't have any regrets and have come to the realization that I'm where I am today because it was meant to be. I'm not the kind to give nature ultimatums and asking for signs so as not to ctb. Infact, I feel like my exit will be beneficial to a lot of individuals but I won't be there to see the changes.
Anyone from 254, holla...

Congratulations for getting your affairs in order!
It's a big step to let go but in my experience also very liberating.
Have you considered leaving letters for your friends trying to help them understand that this was a rational, planned choice?

I know many won't understand as many don't understand what it means to suffer from constant pain, physical and emotional.

Anyway. It's been a few days now and I hope you are feeling comfortable with your progress.

Know that you won't be alone.
We will be with you in spirit.

 

[houseofleaves]

as for friends, a phonecall may betray my intentions.

maybe schedule an email? i'm proposing this because they can consider themselves guilty for your actions…