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sadee

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May 3, 2026
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I'm fully aware of what I'm doing to myself, how it can affect the people around me, and what can i do to make my situation better. but i won't– it's not like i just don't want to, sometimes I can't and i don't know why I can't or why I don't want to.

i know consuming this much media will have an impact on me one way or another.. but I can't stop, i need to consume something before something consumes me.
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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It's not necessarily your fault. You shouldn't blame yourself because human brain is just fucking complicated.
 

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