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Andross01

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Aug 17, 2022
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Got all my meds:

- Domperidone 10 mg
- Propranolol 40 mg
- Tavor (Lorazepam) 0,5 mg
- Anti-Acids (Riopan)
- Strong Mouthwash
- Strong Dental Lidocain-Spray to paralyze the taste buds
- Chocolate after drinking to get rid of the aftertaste

I followed the 48h STAN regime and just had my last stat doses. Ready to mix and drink the SN.
100 g (from IC) in 4 glasses with 50 ml water.
I also positioned some old photo albums next to the suicide note... hopefully my mom will get them.
Delayed email to my mom for September 8th via Googlemail... I really hope she won't be the one to find my corpse.

CTB can begin right now.
Hopefully good bye. :)
 

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Wishing you a peaceful journey to peace
 
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I sincerely hope you have a swift and easy passing, but please know it's ok to change your mind.
 
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See you on the Other Side.
 
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see you on the other side, my friend. i wish you a peaceful journey ahead ๐Ÿซ‚
 
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Andross01

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First glas down. Doesn't really taste all that bad.
 
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Farewell. I wish you peace and freedom from this cruel existence.
 
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Wish you peace..
 
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Wishing you peace and freedom from the younger world my fellow sufferer
 
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