Venting everything feels empty

[itllbeover]

It doesn't matter what happens. I'd still feel this way. Everything is so pointless and tiring. Waking up every day to do the same meaningless things is stupid. It's all just a distraction or temporary pleasure or momentary high and I'm tired of it all. I'm trying to get help, but I don't feel it's going to work; I'm meant to die. I miss the old me. I was loud, vibrant and I actually had a personality. I want to be a little kid again. I was happy and I didn't see the reality of everything. People destroyed me and turned me into this void.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see life as being very pointless as well. I have no reason to be here, I just exist for the sake of existing. All that I want is to be gone, I am tired of suffering. I'm sorry that things are so hopeless, people really can be so cruel and can make everything worse. It really is such a horrible, unfair world that we live in. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Lost Magic]

When I was a kid, I just wanted to escape to the world of fantasy. Now, that I am an adult I just want to escape from the world of everything.