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Belljar

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Nov 13, 2021
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Who else feels like this? Everything in life feels grotesque in a way it didn't before. Eating, bodies, sex, life. It feels unbearable. ..like the world is making me sick to my stomach.
 
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Hecate

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Dec 19, 2021
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Who else feels like this? Everything in life feels grotesque in a way it didn't before. Eating, bodies, sex, life. It feels unbearable. ..like the world is making me sick to my stomach.
Everyday. Every darn day. I do spend time to cook something nice, I sit on the chair and a couple of smile bites...no more enrgies. I feel stonkered, unable to bring food to my mouth. Nothing gives me "energy" or whatever you want. So wonderful...
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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Yes, I feel the same way. I see life as being very horrible overall, the fact that life is even a thing in the first place is disgusting to me. I do not enjoy eating, it just makes me feel worse. I always feel ill. It is awful being trapped in this human body. Our bodies are capable of torturing us. I just want to be free from it all, my life is constant suffering and misery. I want eternal nothingness.
 
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