hikikomori
Attention whore and regular whore
- Oct 23, 2018
- 209
why cant i be good enough to make people stay am i that repulsive and even if it isn't me why cant i bee a good enough reason to make them stay. hell yeah its selfish of me . but their the only people that give me a reason to live
i need to cut please
i want to go home
i want to be held by somone
i want to feel safe
i will never have anything i want
im not going to get the motivation to kill myself im going to die from obiesity alone homeless and my boddy willl have decomposed to dust before somone realizes iv gone.
iv never been genuinly happy, but those that make me smile, they all leave every one of them.they die, they move, they make diffrent friends, they get bored of me, IT HURTS i HURT
even worse why cant i be happy for them
i need to cut please
i want to go home
i want to be held by somone
i want to feel safe
i will never have anything i want
im not going to get the motivation to kill myself im going to die from obiesity alone homeless and my boddy willl have decomposed to dust before somone realizes iv gone.
iv never been genuinly happy, but those that make me smile, they all leave every one of them.they die, they move, they make diffrent friends, they get bored of me, IT HURTS i HURT
even worse why cant i be happy for them
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