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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
i wish dying was easy i wish after life exist i wish there was free guns for people like us
 
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deadverysoon

so f****ing ready
Aug 19, 2021
216
i wish dying was easy i wish after life exist i wish there was free guns for people like us
thats why people freak out. getting caged in a broken life and tortured every day. no way out. no help. stigmatised. no option to heal. just in prison and punished when you act out because you cant take it anymore.

take your pills. dont talk about it. go to psychatry. do everything but shut up. be everything but dont bother anyone. if you talk you will get punished more. get more pills. recieve more torture.

thats why people freak out.
 
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theguineapigking

theguineapigking

Useless piece of trash
Dec 5, 2019
593
First of all, I'm sorry for your suffering dude.

You're forced into this life, to work all of the time, in order to have even the most basic of necessities. It's so depressing. At the very least, you should have a way to peacefully and painlessly exit if life becomes too much to bear. Voluntary euthanasia should really be legalized for crying out loud! It's absolutely ridiculous that society wants to keep us alive so badly and will do just about anything to keep us here. This is probably because the more wage slaves that they have, the more profit "they" can make. That's my take anyways.

I wish you the best in the meantime.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
Yeah all the good methods require money. Hanging is the most common method in the world for a reason. Cheap and effective. Not very pleasant though.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
i wish dying was easy i wish after life exist i wish there was free guns for people like us
Honestly free succinylcholine would be better- a painless drug that ends things almost instantly. But almost impossible to get unless you're a doctor, nurse, or pharmacist. A rope is almost free, and it's the closest thing we have.
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
Honestly free succinylcholine would be better- a painless drug that ends things almost instantly. But almost impossible to get unless you're a doctor, nurse, or pharmacist. A rope is almost free, and it's the closest thing we have.

I wonder how cavemen used to ctb. Jumping from cliffs?
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
I wonder how cavemen used to ctb. Jumping from cliffs?
That's probably the easiest way. I suppose they could also swim out as far as they can until they are out of energy and drown, but that would be much harder to do.
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
That's probably the easiest way. I suppose they could also swim out as far as they can until they are out of energy and drown, but that would be much harder to do.


That would be so scary. I didn't realize I had so many phobias before attempting ctb. Like height and large bodies of water. I remember reading a story about a person who wore a backpack filled with rocks and walked into a lake to ctb. It shook me up so badly for like 3 days. I wonder how they felt in their last moments.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
That would be so scary. I didn't realize I had so many phobias before attempting ctb. Like height and large bodies of water. I remember reading a story about a person who wore a backpack filled with rocks and walked into a lake to ctb. It shook me up so badly for like 3 days. I wonder how they felt in their last moments.

Shallow-water blackout is painless. Ordinary drowning is for dummies.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,628
I do not wish the afterlife existed, I am looking forward to becoming nothing. It does require money to get a peaceful death, but of course the society tries to force us to live and denies us access to ways to ctb. We have to resort to methods that could fail. It is very difficult to ctb, it requires a lot of courage and we are programmed to survive. If it was easier I would already be gone.
 
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$nowLeopard

Student
Oct 30, 2021
160
That's probably the easiest way. I suppose they could also swim out as far as they can until they are out of energy and drown, but that would be much harder to do.
That sounds like fun honestly
 
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Naufrago

Somos o que pensamos...
Sep 24, 2021
82
You have to pay to be born (crying and bloody), you have to pay to live and pay to die...
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
You have to pay to be born (crying and bloody), you have to pay to live and pay to die...


Good point. Maybe all the future pain and fear you get to avoid in life has to be paid upfront when you ctb. Maybe there is no free lunch even in death.

Either face your fears and fight your biological programming so you can self terminate or just live out the remainder of your years in agony and regret. Both are shitty options but you have to choose one. Never being born really is the greatest gift of all.
 
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