Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
Envious of those who left, envious of those who were never born
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stygal
meow
- Oct 29, 2020
- 1,729
A little bit of those who are already gone because "the hardest part" (dying) is already behind them and the get to be just nothing.
Pookie
Somebody you used to know.
- Oct 18, 2020
- 1,051
BitterlyAlive_
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- Dec 8, 2020
- 2,394
Me too. I'm jealous of people who can actually fucking attempt, too. I'm just trapped in this hellhole.
Nothing to be jealous of towards those who failed. Failing an attempt is nightmarish. Ever tried waking up in the hospital to "why did you try to commit suicide, do you want to go to the mental hospital?" Sigh.
BitterlyAlive_
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- Dec 8, 2020
- 2,394
Ah, I'm not jealous of that. I can't imagine the shame and frustration that one must feel waking up in the hospital like that....
I'm literally just jealous because I can't attempt.Yes. Those people don't suffer from existing anymore.Living is painful, failure at attempting increases the pain and desperation. So no more failures - only do and not do.
grungeCat
Awkward & weird
- Jul 5, 2020
- 1,109
Life is pointless
Member
- Dec 18, 2020
- 37
demuic
Life was a mistake
- Sep 12, 2020
- 1,384
SpinTop555
Member
- Nov 16, 2020
- 70
Envious is an understatement. I wish I could give all my years to someone else who wants and deserves them. If only we could donate our lives, like we can donate blood etc. I would give mine gladly.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
It must be so peaceful to be dead. To never have to figure out how to deal with the problems again. Lucky dead people.
issyishere
Goodnight and always remember that’s life
- Nov 5, 2019
- 441
More than a 100 billion people dead and I'm not one of them
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
Don't worry, soon enough you will be. Like all of us. It's one thing we can be sure of.More than a 100 billion people dead and I'm not one of them
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