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Kezrina

Kezrina

Kezrina
May 19, 2020
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How can someone be in a room full of people, yet feel totally alone
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
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How can someone be in a room full of people, yet feel totally alone
all Of us hun. I can be in a crowded room and feel the loneliest person there, no one looks, no one even care...
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
482
That is how I feel most (or all) of the time when I'm with others.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
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Probably because in the room full of people you are the only person who is suicidal and the others doesn´t know or get how it feels so you´re in fact alone.
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
482
Probably because in the room full of people you are the only person who is suicidal and the others doesn´t know or get how it feels so you´re in fact alone.
It had been like that for me before I became suicidal.
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Lack of connection to humans in general. Even in a crowd I can feel lonely, sometimes they see me as stuck up since I don't say Hi, but sometimes I'm timid or shy because of it. I can construct a full conversation in my head, but the words struggle to come out of my mouth.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I feel like this when I'm at parties or when I meet some friends. I make jokes while inside I'm thinking in ctb. I am sorry you too.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

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May 27, 2020
1,699
A lack of belonging. There may be other people present around you, but they might treat you as if you are not there; which makes you feel unwanted. In that sense you would be alone.
 
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