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hakureii

hakureii

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Jul 16, 2024
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It's been a while since I've had a reason to live, the days are the same, I just feel like living glued to my bed and I barely have the courage to make a decision. I've used to be a very antisocial person and I always kept myself to myself, but for some time now I've been able to let go more, and now I realize that I've managed to make some friends, but I still feel empty, I feel sad and I really don't see a reason to continue living. My psychologist told my parents to no longer have hope in me, and that I wouldn't be able to change. My parents don't trust my strength, and my friends just look at me as a weirdo. I started taking an antidepressant, but I didn't notice any difference in my mood. I feel like I'm a burden to my parents, friends and anyone else. Would ending all of this (kms) be the best solution? I'm a little afraid of death...
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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I started taking an antidepressant, but I didn't notice any difference in my mood.
started when? im pretty sure they typically take a few weeks, i think i heard maybe a couple months depending on the med. point is, have you given it time?
 
hakureii

hakureii

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Jul 16, 2024
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started when? im pretty sure they typically take a few weeks, i think i heard maybe a couple months depending on the med. point is, have you given it time?
i started like 3 or 4 months ago.

but i really thank you for these words, i'ts really being hard to try and everyday i don't know what i do. i've been thinking of so many things and i can't handle it all. i will keep trying, even if it be hard, i think that i can do it :heart:
 
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Old

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Apr 25, 2024
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Antidepressants don't work on some people, including me. And I agree with you, life feels empty.
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
1,139
I also feel the emptiness of life. I have taken Sertraline and I don't think it has helped me. My psychiatrist said that antidepressants can't remove the lingering sadness and emptiness I feel from having Borderline.

Maybe switching to a different medication can produce better results for you? Worth trying if it improves your life
 

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