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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I fear with all the relief ctb could give me.. emotions such as sadness and anger get in the way.. especially since dying is never easy nor 100% peaceful.. fear/distress drives us all crazy in the end..

All we really wanted with our lives is to live without a lot of fear.. anxiety.. worry.. stress
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
It can be very tiring and painful having to deal with emotions like sadness and anger, our own thoughts can torture us. This life really can be so awful. The way I see it, everything is temporary and all of our problems will die with us. We are incapable of suffering when we are dead. I look forward to non existence as nothing can hurt me then.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,111
I fear with all the relief ctb could give me.. emotions such as sadness and anger get in the way.. especially since dying is never easy nor 100% peaceful.. fear/distress drives us all crazy in the end..

All we really wanted with our lives is to live without a lot of fear.. anxiety.. worry.. stress

Like, I totally understand that no life can be free of the bad/less enjoyable parts, but there should be something positive there every so often to offset it. And there should be hope for the future to be at least an "okay" one.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
Fear is about the future. Its about what we dont know!. In the end.we.all have die our own way. Yes it can be painful like my dying process now. But i realise that pain is impermanence too. It will cease when i die.Humankind is the only speaces that fears the future and is angry about the past.
 
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