datenshi
New Member
- Aug 14, 2026
- 2
It feels so shitty that I have no one to put my emergency contact in as. Always keeping my distance from others since I can get attached, but end up obsessing or hating them in the end. My teenage self wanted to see a psychiatrist so badly, but now that I have an opportunity to, I just feel.. unmotivated, or maybe lazy. More than seeking help, it was getting a diagnosis to be validated that was my desire. Can you even call this an opportunity? Still being at home, unable to go out unless it's for school or with 'family'? I hate that I'm sheltered, though at the same time, I blame myself for my cravenness. The views that I have don't align with my environment.. I feel unsafe here. It leads to even more aggression for the simplest things. How can I live when everything fills me with such dread, without any means of escape?
