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koffielutte

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Jun 27, 2022
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I am thinking of taking a full box of Emconcor 10 mg (Beta blocker, lowers heart rate) that was from my mom (she died) and a few boxes of Alprazolams (benzo) and maybe others meds I have at home. (temesta 1 box) would mix that with rum of 80% alcohol. Would this be enough to kill me? I think I need some meds to stop me from puking first. but I think I can arrange that.
 
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koffielutte

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Jun 27, 2022
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Today is 2 years since my mom died and I am going to do it tonight. Wish me luck.
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Hi I'm sorry for your loss and wish you peace.

Maybe change the title to goodbye thread then more people will see it.
 
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taking an AE ahead of time is important. it needs to be in your system. im in the us so some of the drugs are a little different. prescription AE will block the signal to your brain. otc AE tries to suppress the response and is not always effective. your versions of prescriptions vs otc are probably different so do a bit of research first if this is truly your choice. I tried myself last week with beta blockers and failed as i was interrupted and brought back by the medics. i feel a little odd and light headed at times but otherwise im relatively ok.

sorry it has come to this for you
safe journey
 
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