Effort ? Is it worth it?

[dandan]

Maybe most people should make an effort to try to live a good life.

But in your case? In my case, is it worth it?

I'm a 36 yo , with few friends , low capacity to make friends, specially to talk, so with almost no talk comes difficulty to make friends, ain't it?

No friends, no money, regrets of loosing the easy possibility of making millions, and regret of loosing millions (pesos)

My mind and memory is decreasing , I have a job but when challenge task comes I might loose my job and the company might realize I suck, I could effort to become good at my job but is worth it?

I can effort to spend time with people but is it worth it?

I spend all weekend lying on my hammock, watching TV, did went to breakfast Sunday and Saturday with my roommate but that's all.... So continue living?

Is it worth it? I have no wife no sons,
Can't even get a to chat on tinder
And I'm good looking

I wonder is I worth the effort to live the rest of my life , is it worth the effort to enjoy life..... Believe me, with my current circumstances I don't believe is worth it... Do you?


What about you?
Last attempt?
I hope you do, I'm probably do what you want to do

 

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Maybe most people should make an effort to try to live a good life.

But in your case? In my case, is it worth it?

I'm a 36 yo , with few friends , low capacity to make friends, specially to talk, so with almost no talk comes difficulty to make friends, ain't it?

No friends, no money, regrets of loosing the easy possibility of making millions, and regret of loosing millions (pesos)

My mind and memory is decreasing , I have a job but when challenge task comes I might loose my job and the company might realize I suck, I could effort to become good at my job but is worth it?

I can effort to spend time with people but is it worth it?

I spend all weekend lying on my hammock, watching TV, did went to breakfast Sunday and Saturday with my roommate but that's all.... So continue living?

Is it worth it? I have no wife no sons,
Can't even get a to chat on tinder
And I'm good looking

I wonder is I worth the effort to live the rest of my life , is it worth the effort to enjoy life..... Believe me, with my current circumstances I don't believe is worth it... Do you?


What about you?
Last attempt?
I hope you do, I'm probably do what you want to do

I can't answer that for you but for me I know it isn't. I do think that if you aren't in a good place it's best not to bring someone else into it … especially children.
At least if you are single and eventually CTB you won't leave any dependents behind that count on you. Some think that bringing more lifeforms into this world will make them happy. I seriously doubt that it works most of the time.
I have many of the same problems you do. My memory has sucked since I was a child and is far worse now.
I don't really make friends but I do have a few. Only one knows I want to die but we don't really talk about it.
I don't have much money either. I'm constantly in fear that I will lose the shitty job that I have (I have lost many because of incompetence).
When I'm not working I'm either online or watching tv. I don't really want to be around other people.
Best of luck on whatever you decide. :)