Venting Eager beaver SN

[lukespain22]

Waiting for my SN to be delivered and I've never anticipated anything so eagerly in my life, I've never been so sure of anything or wanted something this much in my entire life so I'm really starting to worry. What if it doesn't arrive? What if it's intercepted? I'm really starting to worry and become anxious as I wait. It just seems to good to be true, it took so long to find and if this doesn't work then I don't think there's any other vendors available in The UK for me to purchase it from. Ahhh! So stressed.
Sorry for the rant and thanks for listening.

 

[GoingMyOwnWay]

All I can say is try to calm yourself. Make sure you've exhausted every other avenue to make your life better while you wait for your SN to arrive.

It's hard to focus on anything positive when our lives are shit, I can relate to you on that. However, often there's another way out that doesn't involve CTB. And if you can find that way out I hope you can take it.

 

[lukespain22]

All I can say is try to calm yourself. Make sure you've exhausted every other avenue to make your life better while you wait for your SN to arrive.

It's hard to focus on anything positive when our lives are shit, I can relate to you on that. However, often there's another way out that doesn't involve CTB. And if you can find that way out I hope you can take it.

Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate them.

 

[GoingMyOwnWay]

Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate them.

No problem, it's nice to have the option of a way out if you really need it. But once you make the decision to CTB it's final. There's no coming back, you'll never experience any of the good things life has to offer again.

 

[lukespain22]

No problem, it's nice to have the option of a way out if you really need it. But once you make the decision to CTB it's final. There's no coming back, you'll never experience any of the good things life has to offer again.

I don't feel any happiness or satisfaction from any of the 'good' things in life, unfortunately, and that's the painful reality. I've suffered from depression my whole life and cannot recall one happy memory, not one. This is truly the only way for me.

 

[Into The Void]

Waiting for my SN to be delivered and I've never anticipated anything so eagerly in my life, I've never been so sure of anything or wanted something this much in my entire life so I'm really starting to worry. What if it doesn't arrive? What if it's intercepted? I'm really starting to worry and become anxious as I wait. It just seems to good to be true, it took so long to find and if this doesn't work then I don't think there's any other vendors available in The UK for me to purchase it from. Ahhh! So stressed.
Sorry for the rant and thanks for listening.

Put on sponge bob to pass the time. LOL Just kidding, IDK go watch some TV, there's literally nothing you can do right now anyway.

 

[Lost Magic]

Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate them.

No good times in your whole life? Damn, I have endured depression my whole life but I still experienced some of life's wonder.