greyhound
Arcanist
- Oct 8, 2020
- 471
So I did a bit too big of an opiate shot this morning and was pretty out of it for a bit.
This stuff I have is supposedly pure heroin without any fentanyl according to people who have tested it. But it's a bit odd in that it can put you out for a few minutes after doing a shot.
I don't know how close I actually came to dying, probably not very. But I think it was still a bit of a window on what an overdose might feel like (I did actually overdose many years ago and woke up in hospital but was also drunk and have no memories of the event).
This time I sort of slipped away into this semi dream state where I was running around my house in the dream trying to find the sunshine through one of the windows. In a sense it was reassuring in that it was not really difficult at all I just slipped away. But on the other hand I was definitely conscious for a while in a strange dream world. I wonder if drinking N is similar. Some kind of dream reverie while you die.
This stuff I have is supposedly pure heroin without any fentanyl according to people who have tested it. But it's a bit odd in that it can put you out for a few minutes after doing a shot.
I don't know how close I actually came to dying, probably not very. But I think it was still a bit of a window on what an overdose might feel like (I did actually overdose many years ago and woke up in hospital but was also drunk and have no memories of the event).
This time I sort of slipped away into this semi dream state where I was running around my house in the dream trying to find the sunshine through one of the windows. In a sense it was reassuring in that it was not really difficult at all I just slipped away. But on the other hand I was definitely conscious for a while in a strange dream world. I wonder if drinking N is similar. Some kind of dream reverie while you die.
