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E5463656

E5463656

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Jul 26, 2024
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Day 1Medication and Dose
08:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Day 2Medication and Dose
08:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
23:00hrs600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any painkiller as long as you stay within the recommended dose
23:15hrs3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
23:30hrsDouble dose of what is recommended on the label of the antacid.
24:00hrsSN drink


I plan to follow this and take 10mg of Ativan before I take my SN drink (22.5g) that I dilute w a small amount of water.

what is the dying process like? and is this okay? how much water should i dilute it with? is there anything else I should know or do
 
Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

October will cure me
Jan 5, 2025
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It feels like forever so it's best to have something to distract your mind after you drink it. This is the recommended way to take snso it's a good way to go.

I diluted until water covered the sn and I mixed well , the solution should look white .
 
E5463656

E5463656

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Jul 26, 2024
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1 hour before drinking SN600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any pain killer as long as you stay within the recommended dose
45 minutes before drinking SN3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
30 minutes before drinking SNDouble dose of what is recommended on the label of the antacid.
SN drink
Also is this the same effectiveness for dying?
It feels like forever so it's best to have something to distract your mind after you drink it. This is the recommended way to take snso it's a good way to go.

I diluted until water covered the sn and I mixed well , the solution should look white .
The 10mg of ativan would make me unconscious way faster right, p sure 10mg is lethal
It feels like forever so it's best to have something to distract your mind after you drink it. This is the recommended way to take snso it's a good way to go.

I diluted until water covered the sn and I mixed well , the solution should look white .
The 10mg of ativan would make me unconscious way faster right, p sure 10mg is lethal
 
Wrath

Wrath

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Dec 12, 2024
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The anti-acid I think would lead to slower passing out. In one of the sn bibles, it says that stomach acid converts a little to nitric oxide, and that the nitric oxide will make you pass out far faster than just from losing oxygen. So by taking antiacid, you may be conscious for longer.
 
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Nov 23, 2024
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There's a few videos of people here catching the bus. From SN it appears we'd be unconscious before dying. Definitely would recommend some Ativan.
 
E5463656

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Jul 26, 2024
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Possibly, you could end up ruffying yourself instead. 10mg if you have no tolerance is a hell of a dose
so should i take 7mg instead?
The anti-acid I think would lead to slower passing out. In one of the sn bibles, it says that stomach acid converts a little to nitric oxide, and that the nitric oxide will make you pass out far faster than just from losing oxygen. So by taking antiacid, you may be conscious for longer.
thanks, i wont atke anti acid
At
No benzos ?
Ativan is a benzo
 
claracatchingthebus

claracatchingthebus

Clara seems to be waiting for something. But what?
Jun 22, 2025
387
Day 1Medication and Dose
08:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
24:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
Day 2Medication and Dose
08:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs1 X 10mg Metoclopramide
23:00hrs600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any painkiller as long as you stay within the recommended dose
23:15hrs3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
23:30hrsDouble dose of what is recommended on the label of the antacid.
24:00hrsSN drink


I plan to follow this and take 10mg of Ativan before I take my SN drink (22.5g) that I dilute w a small amount of water.

what is the dying process like? and is this okay? how much water should i dilute it with? is there anything else I should know or do
Why do you want to ctb? You don't have to say...
 
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E5463656

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Why the painkillers?
Not sure, that's just what the guide says, apparently it's to stop headaches / migraines
Why do you want to ctb? You don't have to say...
I have BPD and can't form a normal relationship w anyone. i've also been depressed for years now and generally hate my life..i'll prob make a post abt it before i ctb just for myself but generally that's why
 
claracatchingthebus

claracatchingthebus

Clara seems to be waiting for something. But what?
Jun 22, 2025
387
Not sure, that's just what the guide says, apparently it's to stop headaches / migraines

I have BPD and can't form a normal relationship w anyone. i've also been depressed for years now and generally hate my life..i'll prob make a post abt it before i ctb just for myself but generally that's why
Have you done the Marsha Linehan group DBT training course, which is like the only thing at all shown to help people with BPD?

Dbt or Dialectical Behavioral Therapy

This is also very different than just talking with a therapist who diagnoses someone as BPD

I'm pro-choice, but many BPD people who seemed incurable took Masha Linehan DBT courses and stopped feeling so bad.
 
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E5463656

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Jul 26, 2024
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Have you done the Marsha Linehan group DBT training course, which is like the only thing at all shown to help people with BPD?
I'm not really interested in that, sorry.
I don't think that I want it to be fixed because I think it makes me who / what I am, even if the idea of me is extremely mentally ill / messed up / broken, and I'm way too tired to fix anything about myself now lol.
 
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Clara seems to be waiting for something. But what?
Jun 22, 2025
387
I'm not really interested in that, sorry.
I don't think that I want it to be fixed because I think it makes me who / what I am, even if the idea of me is extremely mentally ill / messed up / broken, and I'm way too tired to fix anything about myself now lol.
Well, DBT doesn't fix borderline people. They are still borderline, they just learn how to manage their emotional intensity better. It's not like talk therapy, it's done in a group and involves 4 modules to help with different issues BPD people have. At least duckduckgo it before any attempt. It's shown to really work for borderline people.



I get being tired, however. Sorry you are here.
 
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Well, DBT doesn't fix borderline people. They are still borderline, they just learn how to manage their emotional intensity better. It's not like talk therapy, it's done in a group and involves 4 modules to help with different issues BPD people have. At least duckduckgo it before any attempt. It's shown to really work for borderline people.



I get being tired, however. Sorry you are here.
I searched it up, i don't think it would really help me at all. thanks for suggesting it.
 

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