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spiraloutdeath

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Jun 10, 2024
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What are thoughts about CBT'ing in your birthday .. does it complete some kind of cycle.. i mean it doesnt matter when we are gone .. but with one coming up might be a seminal moment …
 
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Bremer

Bremer

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Feb 2, 2024
31
For me, it makes no difference when exactly I go, I try to prepare myself as best I can.

But I think it might make a difference to the people I leave behind, because there are certain days - like birthdays - when they will think of me anyway. That's why I've chosen my birthday as the date, so there's no other date - like the day I took the bus - that repeats every year and reminds people of me.

Perhaps an idiotic assumption, but these are my thoughts on my birthday.
 
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rottedfukkup

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May 30, 2024
31
its like a rythem organised i like it, a complete circuit end up leaving at the door u entered from
 
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baller

baller

"such is life"
Apr 30, 2024
59
I feel like it's 'easier' on the people we're leaving because they don't have 2 days to dread, your birthday and ctb date. 2 in one
 
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Saddragon

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Jun 6, 2024
7
I seriously considered to CTB on my birthday a few weeks ago and it makes perfect sense, only today is my birthday and I still need to sort do some stuff. So I'm aiming for later this month then it's at least in the same month if that makes sense.
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
I remember wanting to ctb on my birthday but deciding against it due to my birthday being too closed to my dad's birthday (we even sometimes celebrate them together).
 
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chargirl

chargirl

I want to be on the receiving end of revenge
Mar 24, 2026
6
its like a rythem organised i like it, a complete circuit end up leaving at the door u entered from
I know I'm really late to the thread, but that's exactly how I feel. There's something satisfying about the idea of finishing where I started
 

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