Dying is so hard

[heraclitus]

In the UK, resources are lacking. Here's what I don't have:

Access to SN
Access to N or other inert gasses
Access to firearms
Access to prescription meds or non-prescription meds
A car, motorbike or other vehicle

Here's what i do have:
A canal nearby, with locks
A river nearby (there have been drownings)
Subway and overground trains nearby
High buildings nearby, possibly with public access
Access to sterile sharps
A good herbalist nearby

I'm avoiding any method of ctb which could leave long-term physical or structural mental damage if unsuccessful, so no night-night or other forms of garrotting/hanging/suffocation; probably no slitting wrists.

One possibility is bleeding out through the jugular or a planar blood vessel.

Who would have thought that ctb could be so complicated?

 

[WornOutLife]

In Argentina it's quite hard to get that stuff too.
As you said, dying isn't easy.

Also, I tried to CTB like 4 times (counting my last attempt a few days ago)

I just suck at it!

I guess I'll have to insist on SN or getting a gun.

 

[heraclitus]

In Argentina it's quite hard to get that stuff too.
As you said, dying isn't easy.

Also, I tried to CTB like 4 times (counting my last attempt a few days ago)

I just suck at it!

I guess I'll have to insist on SN or getting a gun.

Que tenga suerte - es muy dificil. Yo no quiero estar aqui en avril, el mes de mis cumpleanos.

In Argentina it's quite hard to get that stuff too.
As you said, dying isn't easy.

Also, I tried to CTB like 4 times (counting my last attempt a few days ago)

I just suck at it!

I guess I'll have to insist on SN or getting a gun.

Que tenga suerte - es muy dificil. Yo no quiero estar aqui en avril, el mes de mis cumpleanos.

 

[Mr blobby]

Same here. Uk is a ****hole

 

[death137]

Its also very hard for me. I feel very trapped.

 

[Beside You In Time.]

Go with a short drop slipnot rope. Put the rope up closer to the jaw and you'll see that it won't be uncomfortable at all when the slipnot tightens and chokes you. No gag reflex kicks in. It's easy...

 

[heylolimtrying]

yes it's so difficult i have 8 failed attempts

 

[Wrennie]

I feel like we've been condemned to a virtually inescapable Hell… I dread every intake of breath. I want to become one again with nothingness, just as it was before I was born. I belong there. It is where I am meant to be.

 

[NormaJeane]

When people who lived as reindeer herder centuries ago in the north of Sweden got old and no longer could work they jumped from a mountain and killed themselves. The stone edge man was killed in nature by his enemies.

I have the following resourses to choose between now in 2021:

R2D Rebreather II
Tape mouth and nose
Exit bag and sleeping pills
Jump from a boat in the water
Beheading by subway and trains
Get run over by a car
Knife in the heart
Poisoning
Starvation
Dehydration
Drinking or eating myself do death
Suicide by cop if I can find a suitable weapon
Breaking into a pharmacy and steal pentobarbital and antiemetics
Persuading my relatives to pay for euthanasia in Switzerland

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes dying is hard, as we are denied euthanasia and peaceful methods where I live. Taking away ways to die and restricting access to them isn't going to prevent suicide, it will just make people more desperate and they are likely to get injured from attempts. Dying requires overcoming the SI and requires courage. I feel trapped in this world, I just want peace.