Ducks in a row

[Duffbeer9999]

Hello all... Been long time lurker but decided to finally post something. Lost our daughter to suicide 3 years ago and I am finally ready to do the same. I was already suicidal before losing her and worried maybe my depression and anxiety was passed on? One a few more personal matters are taken care of I will be eagerly ready to catch the bus! I have SN an regime ready for the day but hoping to find some Fentanyl to use instead. Live in a small city but hoping that I may be able to locate some. Even considering using 2 methods to guarantee success. Peace
Also have about 36-5 mg morphine capsules and lots of Ativan. I was thinking these may make the SN more comfortable. Any thoughts would be appreciated.

 

[cyberlordsumit]

My Condolences.
And one of my reason to CTB is due to me "Not wanting to pass on the genes".

 

[schopenh]

Have you taken morphine before? It makes you feel so good that you may reconsider CTB if it kicks in substantially before taking the SN

 

[icanhasnick]

It may also make you puke your guts out if you never did opioids before, and that may be nogood if they intend to take sn.