Drunk as fuck at the park with all my rope

[dontwantthislife]

went drinking st my local pub tonight
Usually I just sit and get pissed alone but tonight a middle aged woman came up to me and kept insisting that I hug her etc
I wonder if random people can tell when one is suicidal?

Anyway, If I don't succeed tonight, I will need to message my boss saying I quit as I've tecuniqually got work at 8am (current 1am).

Nah fuck that. Fuck this world. Fuck this life. Everyone wanted me gone! Here is your wish cunts.

Anyone planning on CTB in the few min mins - hours?

 

[Macc Lad]

good luck to you mate!

 

[Help_Me]

Your story in other thread really touched me and I hope you will find your peace, out of this f_ucked up world.

 

[Mark Edward]

Good luck.
Your local pub wasn't a Weatherspoons by any chance?

 

[21Neberg]

Anyone planning on CTB in the few min mins - hours?

Not tonight - I don't have the oppurtunity unfortunately. I'll just be cutting. Good luck to you though!

 

[Macc Lad]

Good luck.
Your local pub wasn't a Weatherspoons by any chance?

why do you ask that lol !

 

[Sickman75]

That looks like its really painful Macc Lad

 

[21Neberg]

That looks like its really painful Macc Lad

That's the point lol. Personally I also like the blood.

 

[21Neberg]

View attachment 6481

context? I'm sorry but this picture is a bit out of the blue for me.

 

[dontwantthislife]

Update: fuck me I hate partial. Well I got really dizzy and good at one point but then pussies out.
I also drunkenly quit my job last night.
I really need to die.

 

[Sickman75]

Update: fuck me I hate partial. Well I got really dizzy and good at one point but then pussies out.
I also drunkenly quit my job last night.
I really need to die.

I was wondering what happened to you

 

[Sickman75]

Update: fuck me I hate partial. Well I got really dizzy and good at one point but then pussies out.
I also drunkenly quit my job last night.
I really need to die.

Sometimes were not as ready as we think we are .
Maybe you have some fight left in you still?

 

[dontwantthislife]

Sometimes were not as ready as we think we are .
Maybe you have some fight left in you still?

Absolutely not, I just quit/lost my job last night/this morning. No money now. No point. I need to do full suspension. Or neck cut as I'm a severe self harmer and have cut 4mm from the carotid before.

 

[J.E. Morrow]

Absolutely not, I just quit/lost my job last night/this morning. No money now. No point. I need to do full suspension. Or neck cut as I'm a severe self harmer and have cut 4mm from the carotid before.

Is there any chance that you could get your job back so you can have more time for planning? Sometimes acting so impulsively can lead to failure

 

[Sickman75]

Absolutely not, I just quit/lost my job last night/this morning. No money now. No point. I need to do full suspension. Or neck cut as I'm a severe self harmer and have cut 4mm from the carotid before.

I would think full suspension would be alot more painless then cutting your neck. Why suffer more if you don't have to, you know?

 

[dontwantthislife]

Is there any chance that you could get your job back so you can have more time for planning? Sometimes acting so impulsively can lead to failure

Nope no chance of getting job back

 

[dontwantthislife]

I would think full suspension would be alot more painless then cutting your neck. Why suffer more if you don't have to, you know?

Eh cutting is a different pain to me. I hate the suffocating feeling from hanging

 

[Feline]

I can relate. I very nearly severed an artery on my forearm with a razorblade. I've tried and failed partial because it kept feeling like my eyes were gonna pop out of my head.
P.S I bloody love Silverchair

Eh cutting is a different pain to me. I hate the suffocating feeling from hanging

 

[Sickman75]

Eh cutting is a different pain to me. I hate the suffocating feeling from hanging

Oh ..I thought you wanted to do a full suspension. Sorry my bad.