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Drugs currently in my system: 60mg paroxetine 50mg atenolol 875mg amoxicillin 1mg alprazolam 1g paracetamol 68g ethanol There are still mr sleeping pills that are: 200mg trazodone 5mg diazepam 10mg zolpidem But I'm fine.
 
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damn dude, I'm sorry you have to go through this shit, im currently on mirtazapine and it literally ate my soul up since i started taking them but insomnia is a bitch so gotta do what i gotta do
 
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damn dude, I'm sorry you have to go through this shit, im currently on mirtazapine and it literally ate my soul up since i started taking them but insomnia is a bitch so gotta do what i gotta do
I'm sorry friend. The mirtazapine did not suit me, it gave me small involuntary movements that were very unpleasant. Trazodone suits me well, alcohol too. I hope to leave in this month of April. I don't want to turn 40 lol. Anyway. I'm going to keep drinking.
 
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I'm sorry friend. The mirtazapine did not suit me, it gave me small involuntary movements that were very unpleasant. Trazodone suits me well, alcohol too. I hope to leave in this month of April. I don't want to turn 40 lol. Anyway. I'm going to keep drinking.
I ain't trying to be here neither bro, life just aint for me especially not in this state that I'm in physically
 
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Quite a stack that! Mad that they give two different benzos & z's together.
 
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Quite a stack that! Mad that they give two different benzos & z's together.
Because I'm big and they got me used to benzos. In this country you say your elbow hurts and they send you benzos.
 
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Crazy huh! Benzo tolerance does build crazy fast. They don't really prescribe them in EU so much. They do but not like that. You have to beg. Tbh I don't think it's so bad because they only work short term anyway. They dish out the psych meds for elbow scrapes no problem though. Go in and say "I got a boo boo" and they'll give all the psych meds you'll swallow. Just as bad in my opinion. I hope you at least manage to get a little recreation/enjoyment out of your meds.
 
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Crazy huh! Benzo tolerance does build crazy fast. They don't really prescribe them in EU so much. They do but not like that. You have to beg. Tbh I don't think it's so bad because they only work short term anyway. They dish out the psych meds for elbow scrapes no problem though. Go in and say "I got a boo boo" and they'll give all the psych meds you'll swallow. Just as bad in my opinion. I hope you at least manage to get a little recreation/enjoyment out of your meds.
Sure hehe, it calms me down. Once I took 100 mg of diazepam and nothing, too nervous for it to take effect.

If one day they have to anesthetize me they will freak out


I keep drinking. I think I'll add 60 more grams of ethanol to my system
 
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