Drinking N tonight

[jj83]

I have one bottle of N currently, and another is on the way in the mail. I don't think I can wait any longer to ctb though, I'm afraid that my father will open the package, so I'm praying that one bottle will be enough. I weigh 155 pounds or 70kg for reference. Do you guys think it will work for me?

 

[Wrennie]

I'm sorry to hear you plan on leaving so soon, but I totally understand why, given your unfortunate set of circumstances, & I respect your decision in doing so. I will definitely miss conversing with you though! Hopefully I will follow suit soon (I just need to get my hands on the stuff first).

One bottle is certainly enough to quickly render you comatose but it might not be enough to kill you fast enough - It may just put you at risk of being in a prolonged vegetative state if someone finds you and intervenes too soon. You mentioned you currently live with your father, correct? If so, then I recommend going to a private and unknown location (like a nearby forest) to do it if you truly cannot bear to wait until your second bottle arrives. It will decrease the odds of anyone stumbling upon your body before you've fully passed on.

 

[jj83]

I'm sorry to hear you plan on leaving so soon, but I totally understand why, given your unfortunate set of circumstances, & I respect your decision in doing so. I will definitely miss conversing with you though! Hopefully I will follow suit soon (I just need to get my hands on the stuff first).

One bottle is certainly enough to quickly render you comatose but it might not be enough to kill you fast enough - It may just put you at risk of being in a prolonged vegetative state if someone finds you and intervenes too soon. You mentioned you currently live with your father, correct? If so, then I recommend going to a private and unknown location (like a nearby forest) to do it if you truly cannot bear to wait until your second bottle arrives. It will decrease the odds of anyone stumbling upon your body before you've fully passed on.

I was thinking of just taking it in my bedroom after my dad falls asleep. He doesn't come into my room to wake me up during the day so hopefully he'll just assume that I'm sleeping. Is that a bad idea?

 

[Disco Biscuit]

JJ, why not wait for a few days until the second one arrives? If you're not in any rush, you can just enjoy your time for a few days with the knowledge that the second one is on the way.

 

[Mare Imbrium]

You will have rattling breathing, which is alarming.

 

[jj83]

JJ, why not wait for a few days until the second one arrives? If you're not in any rush, you can just enjoy your time for a few days with the knowledge that the second one is on the way.

I'm scared that my father will ask about what is in the package.

 

[Smart No More]

You will have rattling breathing, which is alarming.

Do you mean alarming to his family. As in it might alert them?

I'm unaware of this aspect of it. I had thought of using a similar approach myself but if its possible my rattling bresth would alert my 'housemates' I may have to rethink things.