Drifting

[Scaredy]

Without access to SN in the UK, or even the confidence to lie and get an anti-emetic, I feel there are too many barriers alongside fear, I just drift along on this planet instead.
I am student who is aware of how happy he is supposed to be, but I don't really feel it. What kind of escape is there?

 

[CommitSudoku]

There are many resources here as well as a recovery section. Everyone is different in what they can manage and I hope you can think through what you want and what is best for you. Best wishes whatever you decide to do.

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel like I exist only for the sake of existing, I am only still here because suicide is so difficult. I live such an empty existence. I'm sorry that you are suffering, and I wish you the best in whatever happens. I hope you find what you are looking for.