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Candlemass

Candlemass

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Jan 19, 2021
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Have anyone of you have dreams of suicide? I have recurring dreams of suicide and I don't really know what to do anymore.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
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Have anyone of you have dreams of suicide? I have recurring dreams of suicide and I don't really know what to do anymore.
I hadn't ever thought about this before. But now you mention it, I've never had a dream about suicide. What are yours like? Do they seem especially real? Do they involve others? What do you make of them?
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Yes, but I only remember one:

I was really mad and fed up with the world so I got a gun and shot myself.

Once I did that, a window message popped up asking if I wanted to go to heaven or reincarnate in another world. (Yeah, I read lots of isekai novels lol)

Then, I remember I picked the reincarnation option but then woke up!

I wonder what that world looks like!
 
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Candlemass

Candlemass

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Jan 19, 2021
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I hadn't ever thought about this before. But now you mention it, I've never had a dream about suicide. What are yours like? Do they seem especially real? Do they involve others? What do you make of them?
Well, the first one was realistic, hanged myself in my room, and the second dream was kinda weird, it kinda was like LSD Dream Emulator (old PS1 game). was in the er waiting for a psychiatrist. The ER had funky paintings all around and I overdosed on my meds while waiting for the doc then I was given the charcoal thing that they give for overdoses.
Yes, but I only remember one:

I was really mad and fed up with the world so I got a gun and shot myself.

Once I did that, a window message popped up asking if I wanted to go to heaven or reincarnate in another world. (Yeah, I read lots of isekai novels lol)

Then, I remember I picked the reincarnation option but then woke up!

I wonder what that world looks like!
That's pretty interesting actually. Having to choose where you want to go after passing away
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
492
"Have anyone of you have dreams of suicide?"
Often and it excites me, it is scary.
 
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Anonymous_A

Arcanist
Oct 4, 2020
411
Had a somewhat recurring dream happen twice in the last year or so.

In the dream I'm back living at home, the place I lived between 10-14yo. Id be panic running.
One of the dreams Id be running upstairs to my room to hide my SN.
The other id be racing somebody to the house so I can hide my sn in both Id be running like a sloth on Xanax

I swear to god, it's weird. Thankfully I live alone and nobody's aware I have it. Really fkn weird lol
 
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Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
727
I dreamed that I drank SN, and the second I shot myself in the face with a .38
 
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Oct 12, 2020
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I dream a lot and hopefully I remember dreams sometimes. The only dream in which I am aware of having committed suicide was one in which I had a grenade in my hand, I removed the ring and rested my forehead on it. When I exploded I woke up.

It happened when I was on my "worst streak"
 
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Romeo

Romeo

Member
Sep 4, 2020
31
I once dreamed of hanging myself, I woke up as soon as I started to choke.
Another time I dreamed of being sentenced to death by lethal injection.
 
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1234567890987654321

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Jan 31, 2021
32
I had dreams about my family members ctbing and me jumping from my house in order to ctb, someone giving me sn and me taking sn and one time I cut myself and was bleeding to death.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
Nah, the closest thing (I guess) is dreaming that I'm falling.
 
Zinz

Zinz

Wizard
Apr 28, 2021
638
Just woke up from an unexpected nap a few hours ago and realized I just had my third dream about taking sn.
In every situation, I'm running from or trying to escape something unstoppable and end up finding and taking sn.
Maybe it's my brain trying to get as close as possible to the feelings other people have reported after drinking it but it feels generally peaceful and then I, unfortunately, wake up.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,670
I think I have dreamt about it in the past, doing different methods. I think it's because it is on my mind a lot. I do forget them instantly after I have woken up though.
 

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