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Oblivion Access

Oblivion Access

I don't know anything
Jul 5, 2019
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You think about death so much it becomes a fucking cliche? "Wah wah I wanna die, why couldn't I die in my sleep, why the fuck do I have to experience this? It's too awful!"
Like you wanna tell the voice in your head, "we get it, you're a poor victim, shuddup. Go back to taking poison and scrolling bullshit sites and wasting away. Like... Damn. Get over yourself why don'tcha?"
But I never seem to. And the days roll by. Wasting away. Hate doing nothing, but there's nothing I'd rather be doing.
 
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Lungz

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Mar 7, 2022
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hey dude i love ur pfp, i tried to cbt to the song slugs around a yr ago lol.ugly mane is the best. being in the same kinda thought loops since youre a kid is insanely daunting. knowing youve been stuck in the same cycle of self pity and shame withthe same words repeating in ur head like a broken record for years. makes me feel like i havent developed or changed since i was 13 haha
u shuld add me
 
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deletednumber

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Apr 29, 2021
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Yeah...exactly this but now i'm too sick tired of it
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
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You think about death so much it becomes a fucking cliche? "Wah wah I wanna die, why couldn't I die in my sleep, why the fuck do I have to experience this? It's too awful!"
Like you wanna tell the voice in your head, "we get it, you're a poor victim, shuddup. Go back to taking poison and scrolling bullshit sites and wasting away. Like... Damn. Get over yourself why don'tcha?"
But I never seem to. And the days roll by. Wasting away. Hate doing nothing, but there's nothing I'd rather be doing.
Dude I'm the exact same way. How did you get inside my head? Lmao.
 

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