Don’t remember the last time I felt generally “good”

[jimmy7754]

Can anyone relate?

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never felt good at all, in my case I have never wanted to live. My life has always been suffering and misery, I do not even know what it would be like to feel good. I always feel so awful. I do not want to feel anything, all that I want is to not exist.

 

[jimmy7754]

I can't enjoy anything anymore.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I can't remember either. It just gets worse.

 

[Hurt]

Sometimes I laugh but that doesnt mean I'm happy. I never feel happy.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

another lifetime

 

[ameliacecelia]

Yes. January and the first part of February 2020. It's all been rubbish since.

 

[juraviel]

about.. 17 years ago

 

[Al_stargate]

About 4 months ago my life was actually great. Had an event and since then haven't smiled once sincerely. I didn't knew a person could be in so much mental pain all the time.

 

[jimmy7754]

About 4 months ago my life was actually great. Had an event and since then haven't smiled once sincerely. I didn't knew a person could be in so much mental pain all the time.

Life becomes unforgivable as we get older.. our choices have so much more consequence.. it's unreal.

 

[TheExpression]

I feel good sometimes, or used to at least. But even then they were all just momentary distractions. Now, even when i'm reading, writing or watching a movie; the little brooding cogs in my head refuse to stop turning.

 

[IsThisTheEnd?]

I had a glimpse the other day I remembered when I was a teenager sitting in the sun and was happy, but it was just a memory about 30 seconds or so.

 

[Someone123]

I had a glimpse the other day I remembered when I was a teenager sitting in the sun and was happy, but it was just a memory about 30 seconds or so.

This is very relatable- I get similar glimpses of happiness but they don't last long.

 

[FogFilledLife]

Happiness is fleeting in a lifetime without meaning. A tub takes centuries to fill with happy tears but mere days to fill with sorrow.