Dont exactly want to die but cant live this way

[ifeelsobad]

Dying is my absolute last option for me. But I can't keep living how I am now. I can't deal with this. I'd like to just go to a hospital and get away from everything and just have time to think about stuff. I'm so stressed out that I'm starting to feel sick(cramps, headaches)

I have ptsd and a lot of mental health issues and don't want to go back to the mental hospital ever again but I would like to be in a medical one for a little bit to get some rest and get away from stress at home and work.

 

[Sulyya]

Just saw your other post. I get what you mean. When I was in a psych ward for a month or two, I didn't like getting drugs but was able to read, watch some stuff and there was a small courtyard at least... I'd love so much to have that brief reprieve again.

It's unfortunate for us that it seems like what other people look for in a vacation abroad.

 

[guayabas]

Dying is my absolute last option for me. But I can't keep living how I am now. I can't deal with this. I'd like to just go to a hospital and get away from everything and just have time to think about stuff. I'm so stressed out that I'm starting to feel sick(cramps, headaches)

I have ptsd and a lot of mental health issues and don't want to go back to the mental hospital ever again but I would like to be in a medical one for a little bit to get some rest and get away from stress at home and work.

I hope you're able to get the rest you deserve soon. I know how painful the physical symptoms of ptsd can be <3