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Venting Doing things to feel alive and only feeling your ancestrial fish emerging from the water

jimmyinnout

jimmyinnout

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Sep 5, 2025
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Last summer I streaked through my neighbourhood to feel "alive" nothing happened
Today I go out no shoes in the snow, nothing happens other than I wait for my misshapen toes to not feel numb

I am waiting for a miracle of biology to wake me up
 
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