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Lucifer’s Son

Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
98
I keep reading conflicting reports. I'm willing to experience some level of suffering, but what I'm really afraid of is experiencing air hunger/desperately needing to breathe. I've experienced that with different past attempts and it's horrific. What's the general consensus on this?
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,226
I have talked to 3 people who survived SN attempt, and they all said that they felt very little to no air hunger during the ordeal.
 
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outrageage

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Apr 8, 2026
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i'm worried about the same exact thing.

from what i've seen and dug up, it seems hit or miss. apparently some posters who posted updates said things like "i can't breathe"/other similar, jarring things.

i've probably found 5ish videos and haven't seen anything that looks like suffocation, but i have seen some intense restlessness, repeated vomiting, some gruesome shit. some deaths looked relatively peaceful, though. i'd be happy to hear what people with more experience think.
 
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Lucifer’s Son

Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
98
i'm worried about the same exact thing.

from what i've seen and dug up, it seems hit or miss. apparently some posters who posted updates said things like "i can't breathe"/other similar, jarring things.

i've probably found 5ish videos and haven't seen anything that looks like suffocation, but i have seen some intense restlessness, repeated vomiting, some gruesome shit. some deaths looked relatively peaceful, though. i'd be happy to hear what people with more experience think.
Yeah, I don't really care how I look during the process since I don't intend for anyone to watch, the subjective experience is all that matters to me. But I guess we can't know what it was like for those people.
Vomiting in and of itself doesn't bother me much because I have an undiagnosed colon issue that's caused a lot of it and so I'm almost used to it.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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I have talked to 3 people who survived SN attempt, and they all said that they felt very little to no air hunger during the ordeal.
Ok, but did they survive because they took way less than a "normal" dose?
 
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ruhyytey5o86

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Jun 18, 2026
57
The mechanism of air hunger (to my understanding) is the buildup and concentration of CO2 in the blood. Exhaling solves this hunger. Our body doesn't actually know if there is enough oxygen in our system beyond "CO2 low? then we are air-satisfied"

This is a part why carbon monoxide poisoning is dangerous, it replaces the oxygen in your blood and since it's not carbon dioxide, you don't panic and suffocate, you just pass out.

SN works similarly but in summary, oxygen gone, CO2 gone (important), peaceful pass-out.

Drowning/suffocation? oxygen gone, CO2 builds up rapidly in system, panic.
 
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Lucifer’s Son

Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
98
The mechanism of air hunger (to my understanding) is the buildup and concentration of CO2 in the blood. Exhaling solves this hunger. Our body doesn't actually know if there is enough oxygen in our system beyond "CO2 low? then we are air-satisfied"

This is a part why carbon monoxide poisoning is dangerous, it replaces the oxygen in your blood and since it's not carbon dioxide, you don't panic and suffocate, you just pass out.

SN works similarly but in summary, oxygen gone, CO2 gone (important), peaceful pass-out.

Drowning/suffocation? oxygen gone, CO2 builds up rapidly in system, panic.
This is helpful, thanks.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,226
Ok, but did they survive because they took way less than a "normal" dose?
2 of them were found and they lost consciousness quickly. The third case took too little SN, it took him long time to lose consciousness. He felt a bit air hunger before passing out. He was found too.
 
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AgathaChristieLover

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Jul 16, 2026
47
This is a new account but I've been on this forum before. Sodium Nitrite is not nearly as foolproof as most people think it is
 
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