Discussion does post-ctb uncertainty keep you from it?

[percsncjane]

the last thing i want is being successful and then finding out there indeed is an afterlife and now im stuck in hell forever lol

 

[nepentheic0]

nah Im confident that there's nothing after death and it sounds peaceful knowing I no longer have to suffer and rest.

 

[percsncjane]

nah Im confident that there's nothing after death and it sounds peaceful knowing I no longer have to suffer and rest.

having been brought up in a fairly religious household, i've never been able to fully convince myself the afterlife truly doesn't exist

 

[sadfaceguiltymind]

Yeah, a little bit, honestly. I'm a Luciferian and don't believe there's either a heaven or hell, but I'm worried about being stuck in a "limbo" situation or adjacent. I'm worried either my soul will still be bound to the earth or I'll just be a totally lone consciousness, drifting aimlessly through space and time.

 

[Vera1997]

Nah I dont believe there is anything after life.

If anything, I WISH there was some sort of reincarnation or something like that so that atleast there is consolation that this isnt the only chance I have at life (knowing it was already wasted).

The only thing thats keeping me from CTB atm is the worry that my attempt will fail

 

[nepentheic0]

having been brought up in a fairly religious household, i've never been able to fully convince myself the afterlife truly doesn't exist

if you believe hell does exist, then you got to decide if hell or this life is worse
maybe that'll be the reason to recover or maybe not

 

[Fadenself00_]

Either nothing forever or another life... Idk what's scarier, honestly

 

[nepentheic0]

Nah I dont believe there is anything after life.

If anything, I WISH there was some sort of reincarnation or something like that so that atleast there is consolation that this isnt the only chance I have at life (knowing it was already wasted).

The only thing thats keeping me from CTB atm is the worry that my attempt will fail

I totally agree and the only concern I have is failing and ending as a veggie for life
as much as wish there was some sort of second chance, the logical side just doesn't allow me to believe it

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I only continue to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence as a result of peaceful, guaranteed death being made inaccessible for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

All I want is to peacefully cease existing and I could only ever believe death to be permanent non-existence where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake that only ever causes all this torture and suffering is finally all gone and forgotten, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, this existence truly never should had been imposed, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

 

[suicidewristrag]

To me the scariest part is the fact that the afterlife might be boring as hell, what if I go out but my thought process still goes on and on in a black void of some sort? I'd rather be tortured eternally by literal demons, thanks.

 

[nettspend]

I think it's interesting that a lot of people assume that death is permanent. We have all already been dead, before we we're born, and then we were brought into consciousness. I'm not sure why that couldn't happen again.

 

[isthisthingon]

I only think about the near term and surviving. Not much beyond that.

 

[percsncjane]

Either nothing forever or another life... Idk what's scarier, honestly

if we lose all of our memories and consciousness, i dont think another life would be scary. If anything that would basically be another shot at living a life actually worth living.

 

[Redhand5]

the last thing i want is being successful and then finding out there indeed is an afterlife and now im stuck in hell forever lol

There are many tales about the afterlife, and they often contradict one another. In my opinion, it's highly unlikely that any of them are true. But if there is such a thing as an all knowing, all loving, all powerful deity, they would probably be open to a reasonable discussion about why you ended it. And if there isn't an afterlife, well then there isn't a worry. It might help you to take some time and give your explanation via prayer or meditation beforehand though.